Monday, November 10, 2008

Its a beautiful day

It sure is! We basically defined "party" tonight, who needs alcohol and drugs in order to have fun? We get high ssssuuuuuuuuussssssshhhhhhh style. okay i have no idea y i just said that, but yea i am exuberated right now, sooo much that i am using big words when something like "happy" will do the job. I hope none of u guys laugh at me for missing the pinata in my first attempt. like i said earlier, that is exactly y i quit baseball. think about it, if i couldnt hit a still object, how am i supposed to make contact with a moving target that is MUCH smaller! haha appreciate all the gifts and cards. ESP the cards. Reading them meant soo much to me. Every word was just soo genuine and outta love and i sure did felt it. I am glad i've helped u guys out in many areas, but dont thank me, thank our awesome father, hes the one thats made everything possible, hes the one that gave me life and all my necesities. I am especially grateful for the relationships i have in lyf, you guys occupy sooo much of my life, heart and mind. Spending time and talking with u guys brings me a kind of joy that nothing else could even come to close to bring. Thank you lord for every single one of them! I am sorry i was such a cocky and arrogant person back in the days. Those unfavorable traits still haunt me from time to time but I am determined to not act out of them. I realized I've hurt many with my words and actions and I wanna sincerely apoligize :/

But anyways this is supposed to be a happy post.

Yea like many of you said, I HAVE grown alot and yes it was the wonderful powers of god but ALSO it was you guys. Without all of you providing support and now accountability, I am afraid I am still that insecure individual who tries to mask those qualities by being cocky and arrogant. I have no need to now, I am saved and I have an awesome network of brothers and sisters. I am living the LIFE! "He is jealous of me, love like a hurricane, i am a tree....LOL" ;-)

Now i cant wait to spend all those DOUGH i got!!! :)

To all my WA friends:
School is soo stressful and not fun, but having u guys brings light to this dark environment. I've always dreaded going to school, its soo restraining and soo concrete. Chilling wit yall provides much needed freedom. Thanks to every single one of u who brightens up my day. Go 09! We've got only half a yr left and let us make every single second of it worthwhile, this our year!

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