Hardship

5/2 - 5/3

Yesterday:
I was wicked tired the whole day. I don't know how i did on my stats multiple-choice portion of the final...physics quiz was rough (o.O) considering i basically learned the whole chapter on the walk to the classroom ._. go me.
Since i had SATs today, i logically skipped track practice to come home and cram into my brain everything it could hold about SATs. I did a full length practice test, and ended up getting yelled at by my parents for poor time management. So being the person that i am, i yelled back. And then this whole argument started between us and i don't feel like sharing the details. But u no how things r with asian parents. They argue with you one night, and then they resume talking to you the next day, and u can't help but to resume talking to them yourself, as much as u wanna ignore them. idk, does this make sense?
Anyways, to top things off yesterday, i found out that a dear friend of my blocked me on AIM, like seriously, not as a joke. I honestly do not know why, and i am still pondering. In my mind i cant recall anything that i did that was offensive in any way :( The thought of losing her friendship troubles me a great deal, and although we've only known each other for only a few months, our bond was pretty darn strong. O man i h8 losing good friends. Idk about other ppl, but i value my friends above all other things that r in this world. Companionship and love are essential ingredients of my life, both the giving and receiving of them. Dosnt it feels sooo good to have ppl that u can just spill out ur emotions and problems to without feeling embarassed or awkward in any way? Like, my friendship with her is not as deep as i just described, but i had little doubt that it could escalate to that level. But now this thing happened, and its kinda like an obstacle to our friendship. AHHH I DONT LIKE!

Celtics lost. AGAIN

Today:
SATS!!! i did all right. i mean i wasn't feeling so hot during the exam. but again, when have i ever felt confident about test taking? So i guess an accurate estimate would be...say...2000something.And dont u guys tell me this is a bad score. Cuz compared to my first ever SAT (practice 1 - 1600, and that is all 3 sections combined in case ur wondering), a score of 2000 is such a big improvement!
Anyways i am just glad that i can FINALLY kiss goodbye to the SATs :)
So after SATs i went to nashua to
a). treat myself to a delicious post-SATs meal
b). get the rest of my tux outfit
c). get a hillsong united CD :)
d). GET MY CAR CRASHED!
Before i was pulling out of best buy onto the big nashua road thing, i looked both ways like a good boy/driver should. And i saw no one, HONESTLY! So then after making sure i was safe to go and if i had a driver's ed instructor right next to me; i made sure he wont reject me with his foot brake :) I got onto the road, and then THUD! glass shattered, went flying all over the place...thanks to the lord, i came out alive and unharmed. But my poor ride is now left rear view mirror windowless and the grill needs to be replaced. I felt even worse for the "villain", his car was only 4 days old :(
Thats it. Comment!